Missing my boy

Mom said something to me last night. She said that the love that Nokie has in his soul is overwhelming. And it's true. He's just got so much love to give that when you get it, it's like a chemical reaction. I found a quote that I liked, I thought it fitting.

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

~Carl Jung
That that's why it's so hard for me to let him go even when I know it's for his betterment. I know he's not being loved any less than he was here. I know he's going to be fine and that I'll see him again. But still...